Tumble

Standing upright is no big thing
even I can do it
Dizzy. . . like a camera zooming in and out fast from behind my eyes
not like the swirl in a cinnamon bun
But I am too tired to fall
too tired to tumble
God, I am too tired sometimes to even be tired
And you ask why I am tired
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
why why why why
???????????
ENOUGH
I try to stay upright
it's no big thing