I just remembered. . .

. . . how I wanted to take art classes when I was a student in junior college - but the students just looked too cool for me to deal with. Well, it was more like I felt too frumpy and goofy to feel that I would be accepted by their ilk. It was all quite dumb, I realised later, but still - that is how I felt. Another lost chance, but who knows: lost-chances may have opened up new chances that we took but failed to recognize as chances at all.